1 00:00:01,044 --> 00:00:02,698 Previously onDoc... 2 00:00:02,741 --> 00:00:05,135 - We lost Danny. - And I blamed you for it. 3 00:00:05,179 --> 00:00:07,007 You were pretty impressive out there. 4 00:00:07,050 --> 00:00:09,792 It reminded me of my ER rotation. I miss it. 5 00:00:09,835 --> 00:00:11,707 How'd it go? You didn't really say much in your text. 6 00:00:11,750 --> 00:00:12,969 I'll tell you when I see you. 7 00:00:13,013 --> 00:00:14,884 There will be an official evaluation. 8 00:00:14,927 --> 00:00:16,581 Some of you will not survive it. 9 00:00:16,625 --> 00:00:18,888 I should at least be considered for Chief Resident. 10 00:00:18,931 --> 00:00:21,543 I was wondering how you feel you're lining up against Dr. Larsen. 11 00:00:21,586 --> 00:00:23,327 She's prepping another surgery 12 00:00:23,371 --> 00:00:25,329 and she hasn't invited you to audit. - We did the right thing. 13 00:00:25,373 --> 00:00:27,244 There's been concern about my health. 14 00:00:27,288 --> 00:00:31,074 Next week will be my last as your chief. 15 00:00:31,118 --> 00:00:32,423 What's going on? What is this? 16 00:00:32,467 --> 00:00:34,077 What does that even mean? 17 00:00:34,121 --> 00:00:36,514 It means you can't just show up here unannounced 18 00:00:36,558 --> 00:00:38,038 and pretend I'm the one being unreasonable. 19 00:00:38,081 --> 00:00:39,474 What are you doing here? 20 00:00:39,517 --> 00:00:40,953 I'm here for our daughter. 21 00:00:40,997 --> 00:00:42,433 We have a schedule, Carl. 22 00:00:42,477 --> 00:00:44,435 You can't just show up whenever you want. 23 00:00:44,479 --> 00:00:45,828 Hayley said she was ready. 24 00:00:45,871 --> 00:00:46,959 You always do this. 25 00:00:47,003 --> 00:00:48,178 You're being insane right now. 26 00:00:48,222 --> 00:00:50,659 I'm being insane? 27 00:00:50,702 --> 00:00:53,227 You're not supposed to take her until 9:00. You're early. 28 00:00:53,270 --> 00:00:55,490 - It's an hour, Jocelyn. - It's my hour. 29 00:00:55,533 --> 00:00:56,882 Guys, come on. 30 00:00:56,926 --> 00:00:58,667 Where were you yesterday? 31 00:00:58,710 --> 00:01:00,843 Are you kidding me right now? I was working, Carl. 32 00:01:00,886 --> 00:01:01,974 Somebody has to work. 33 00:01:02,018 --> 00:01:03,280 Oh, God, you are such a-- 34 00:01:03,324 --> 00:01:05,021 Mom? Mom? 35 00:01:06,370 --> 00:01:07,806 Hayley. 36 00:01:07,850 --> 00:01:09,634 Oh, my God. 37 00:01:09,678 --> 00:01:11,071 - Let it out. - It's okay. 38 00:01:18,165 --> 00:01:22,212 I have transferred my surgical cases to my colleagues. 39 00:01:22,256 --> 00:01:25,737 Fellowships, rotations and promotions 40 00:01:25,781 --> 00:01:27,217 will be finalized this afternoon. 41 00:01:27,261 --> 00:01:28,523 And the culling of the herd? 42 00:01:28,566 --> 00:01:31,482 Will be done judiciously, and with grace. 43 00:01:31,526 --> 00:01:33,310 And you'll be naming Chief Resident? 44 00:01:33,354 --> 00:01:34,703 Normally below your pay grade. 45 00:01:34,746 --> 00:01:37,184 I understand Dr. Larsen is in the running? 46 00:01:37,227 --> 00:01:38,750 Indeed. 47 00:01:38,794 --> 00:01:41,275 Oh, I don't even know what she's decided. 48 00:01:41,318 --> 00:01:42,972 Somehow, I find that hard to believe. 49 00:01:43,015 --> 00:01:45,061 I'm assuming you'll start the search 50 00:01:45,105 --> 00:01:47,063 for my replacement immediately? 51 00:01:47,107 --> 00:01:48,673 We've already started a shortlist, 52 00:01:48,717 --> 00:01:50,762 have several candidates coming in today. 53 00:01:50,806 --> 00:01:53,809 I'm sure you remember I have veto power over my successor. 54 00:01:53,852 --> 00:01:56,028 We remember that well, Joan. 55 00:01:56,072 --> 00:01:58,466 But that's not taking on too much? 56 00:01:58,509 --> 00:02:00,207 We're concerned about your health. 57 00:02:00,250 --> 00:02:01,817 I think I can make it through 58 00:02:01,860 --> 00:02:03,253 a day of paperwork and interviews. 59 00:02:06,561 --> 00:02:07,866 Only on the right side? 60 00:02:07,910 --> 00:02:09,651 I had appendicitis when I was a teenager, 61 00:02:09,694 --> 00:02:10,956 I'm sure that's all this is. 62 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:12,828 Why don't you just let the doctor figure it out? 63 00:02:12,871 --> 00:02:14,221 I'm just giving her some context. 64 00:02:14,264 --> 00:02:15,831 But thanks for that, Carl. 65 00:02:15,874 --> 00:02:18,268 Hi, I'm Dr. Heller, I'll be working with Dr. Larsen today. 66 00:02:18,312 --> 00:02:19,704 - Hi. - Hey. 67 00:02:19,748 --> 00:02:21,315 This is Hayley, 16, 68 00:02:21,358 --> 00:02:24,056 and she's suffering from lower right abdominal pain. 69 00:02:24,100 --> 00:02:26,842 ER took blood, and we're just waiting on the labs. 70 00:02:26,885 --> 00:02:30,019 In the meantime, we need to ask her some sensitive questions, 71 00:02:30,062 --> 00:02:31,934 so you two might want to step out. 72 00:02:31,977 --> 00:02:33,283 No, it's okay. They can stay. 73 00:02:34,893 --> 00:02:37,374 I need honest answers from you, Hayley. 74 00:02:37,418 --> 00:02:39,289 Of course. 75 00:02:39,333 --> 00:02:42,031 Okay. Um, any drugs in the last 24 hours? 76 00:02:42,074 --> 00:02:43,598 - No. - Alcohol? 77 00:02:45,121 --> 00:02:46,427 Are you sexually active? 78 00:02:46,470 --> 00:02:48,342 I have a boyfriend, but no. 79 00:02:48,385 --> 00:02:50,300 Not in the way you're talking about. 80 00:02:50,344 --> 00:02:52,911 Okay then, as soon as we get the labs back, 81 00:02:52,955 --> 00:02:54,957 someone will come and take you to radiology. 82 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:56,480 It shouldn't be too long. 83 00:03:00,571 --> 00:03:02,704 So, you're shadowing me today? 84 00:03:02,747 --> 00:03:05,010 Yeah. I figured, might be the last time 85 00:03:05,054 --> 00:03:06,490 before you succeed me as Chief Resident. 86 00:03:06,534 --> 00:03:09,450 Ah, you're gonna miss bossing me around, huh? 87 00:03:09,493 --> 00:03:12,627 Hey, so I heard Julie say something about you and Michael 88 00:03:12,670 --> 00:03:13,758 saving a couple in the woods. 89 00:03:13,802 --> 00:03:16,283 Yeah, it was intense. 90 00:03:16,326 --> 00:03:18,894 I was just a little surprised you didn't tell me about it. 91 00:03:18,937 --> 00:03:20,548 I know, I was so tired last night. 92 00:03:20,591 --> 00:03:22,637 But I'll fill you in later, okay? 93 00:03:22,680 --> 00:03:23,942 Yeah, yeah. Sure. 94 00:03:26,554 --> 00:03:27,903 How was the night shift? 95 00:03:27,946 --> 00:03:29,034 Nothing dramatic. 96 00:03:29,078 --> 00:03:30,210 Though, I didn't get much sleep. 97 00:03:30,253 --> 00:03:31,472 You headed home? 98 00:03:31,515 --> 00:03:34,518 Yeah, it's gonna be a glorious day of laundry 99 00:03:34,562 --> 00:03:38,130 and waiting for Dr. Ridley to name Amy Chief Resident. 100 00:03:38,174 --> 00:03:39,610 Stop that. 101 00:03:39,654 --> 00:03:40,959 Doesn't everyone want to spend their day off preparing 102 00:03:41,003 --> 00:03:42,222 to have their soul crushed? 103 00:03:42,265 --> 00:03:43,353 If you were out of consideration, 104 00:03:43,397 --> 00:03:44,920 they would've told you already. 105 00:03:44,963 --> 00:03:47,531 And, you're gonna hear about your surgical residency today? 106 00:03:47,575 --> 00:03:49,968 I think she has to talk to Dr. Costa first. 107 00:03:50,012 --> 00:03:53,276 Well, either way, we're gonna celebrate or commiserate. 108 00:03:53,320 --> 00:03:54,538 Absolutely. 109 00:03:54,582 --> 00:03:56,061 And I will let you know if I hear anything. 110 00:03:56,105 --> 00:03:58,281 Yeah, well, I'll talk to you later. 111 00:03:58,325 --> 00:03:59,413 Bye. 112 00:04:05,375 --> 00:04:09,423 Hey, there. I am Dr. Coleman. 113 00:04:09,466 --> 00:04:11,338 Walter Babbitt. Nice to meet you. 114 00:04:11,381 --> 00:04:14,036 Oh, and nice to meet you. You have a parent around? 115 00:04:14,079 --> 00:04:15,646 I live in a group home. 116 00:04:15,690 --> 00:04:17,953 Oh. One of your counselors, then? 117 00:04:17,996 --> 00:04:19,563 Dropped me off, 118 00:04:19,607 --> 00:04:22,262 but he had to do something else for Mrs. Thompson. 119 00:04:22,305 --> 00:04:24,264 She's the one who runs the home. 120 00:04:24,307 --> 00:04:25,874 Okay. 121 00:04:25,917 --> 00:04:27,876 Any idea if she's allowed to make medical decisions for you? 122 00:04:27,919 --> 00:04:30,487 No, that's usually my social worker. 123 00:04:30,531 --> 00:04:32,228 The one I had last time quit, 124 00:04:32,272 --> 00:04:34,796 and I don't even know who my new one is. 125 00:04:34,839 --> 00:04:36,580 I have rheumatoid arthritis. 126 00:04:36,624 --> 00:04:39,235 It's a chronic condition that flares up sometimes. 127 00:04:39,279 --> 00:04:40,628 I'm familiar. 128 00:04:40,671 --> 00:04:42,020 You have it, too? 129 00:04:42,064 --> 00:04:43,848 Oh, you mean this? 130 00:04:43,892 --> 00:04:47,374 No, this, um, was a stupid accident. 131 00:04:47,417 --> 00:04:48,940 Well, I really can't miss the fair. 132 00:04:48,984 --> 00:04:50,377 It's next week. 133 00:04:50,420 --> 00:04:52,422 All right. What kind of fair is it? 134 00:04:52,466 --> 00:04:53,858 Science. 135 00:04:53,902 --> 00:04:56,818 I'm really into rockets, and I need to be able to walk. 136 00:04:56,861 --> 00:04:58,254 Hurts too much right now? 137 00:04:58,298 --> 00:04:59,386 It was even worse this morning. 138 00:04:59,429 --> 00:05:00,648 How long have you been here? 139 00:05:00,691 --> 00:05:02,127 Four hours. 140 00:05:02,171 --> 00:05:03,346 Four hours? 141 00:05:03,390 --> 00:05:04,521 And nobody's seen you? 142 00:05:05,566 --> 00:05:07,655 Hold on, I'll take care of it. 143 00:05:14,401 --> 00:05:16,272 We got your lab results back, 144 00:05:16,316 --> 00:05:19,536 and you are seven weeks pregnant. 145 00:05:19,580 --> 00:05:21,930 I know you said earlier that you weren't sexually active, 146 00:05:21,973 --> 00:05:23,932 so we just want to make sure nobody's hurting you. 147 00:05:23,975 --> 00:05:27,588 No, no. Um, I'm sorry, I lied. 148 00:05:27,631 --> 00:05:30,155 They just don't know I'm having sex yet. 149 00:05:30,199 --> 00:05:31,592 That's understandable. 150 00:05:31,635 --> 00:05:33,898 That's why we wanted to get you in here, 151 00:05:33,942 --> 00:05:35,204 so you could have some privacy. 152 00:05:35,247 --> 00:05:36,858 We still need to figure out 153 00:05:36,901 --> 00:05:38,947 what exactly is causing that pain, 154 00:05:38,990 --> 00:05:41,471 but since you're pregnant, we're gonna run an ultrasound instead of a CT Scan. 155 00:05:41,515 --> 00:05:43,081 And don't worry, it won't hurt, 156 00:05:43,125 --> 00:05:45,257 Dr. Larsen's just gonna run that wand over your belly, okay? 157 00:05:45,301 --> 00:05:46,824 Okay. 158 00:05:46,868 --> 00:05:50,306 It's probably a good idea to include your parents in this, 159 00:05:50,350 --> 00:05:52,830 but in the State of Minnesota, 160 00:05:52,874 --> 00:05:55,398 discussing your sexual health is at your discretion, 161 00:05:55,442 --> 00:05:58,880 so you have the right to tell whoever you want, 162 00:05:58,923 --> 00:06:01,273 or tell no one, and we will all support you. 163 00:06:02,449 --> 00:06:05,887 Okay. Um, I just wanna text my dad. 164 00:06:07,279 --> 00:06:08,846 Can I tell him what room we're in? 165 00:06:08,890 --> 00:06:11,153 Yeah, it's Radiology 3, fourth floor. 166 00:06:17,246 --> 00:06:20,205 Okay. We've got an unusually busy day today, 167 00:06:20,249 --> 00:06:23,034 so, preliminary assignments, then circle back to me. 168 00:06:23,078 --> 00:06:25,472 Dr. Lee, 712, post-op Whipple. 169 00:06:25,515 --> 00:06:27,778 I want drain totals, hemoglobin trend, 170 00:06:27,822 --> 00:06:29,867 and a differential for why it dropped. 171 00:06:29,911 --> 00:06:32,261 Dr. Ramirez, 704, 172 00:06:32,304 --> 00:06:35,220 small bowel obstruction with a rising lactate. 173 00:06:35,264 --> 00:06:37,745 Full abdominal exam, repeat CBCs 174 00:06:37,788 --> 00:06:39,747 and review the CT in real time. 175 00:06:39,790 --> 00:06:42,837 Dr. Haynes, 726, GI bleed. 176 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:45,840 Two large-bore IVs, type and cross to four, 177 00:06:45,883 --> 00:06:47,755 start a proton pump inhibitor drip. 178 00:06:47,798 --> 00:06:49,713 Oh, and get GI to hold an endoscopy slot. 179 00:06:51,541 --> 00:06:54,326 Michael. 180 00:06:54,370 --> 00:06:57,329 I see your residents haven't been ordering head CTs on your migraine patients. 181 00:06:57,373 --> 00:06:59,897 I told you, I'm not doing that unless it's indicated clinically. 182 00:06:59,941 --> 00:07:03,118 The hospital's policy on headache management is clear. 183 00:07:03,161 --> 00:07:05,033 Clearly designed to maximize revenue. 184 00:07:05,076 --> 00:07:07,122 And until I get my day in court with admin, I'm not going along with it. 185 00:07:07,165 --> 00:07:08,602 I wish you luck with that. 186 00:07:08,645 --> 00:07:11,169 Just so you know, even if you replace me, 187 00:07:11,213 --> 00:07:13,607 you won't have the juice to do anything about it. 188 00:07:13,650 --> 00:07:15,783 Why do you think I'm moving into private practice? 189 00:07:20,091 --> 00:07:22,442 So you worked under Dr. Moynihan at UPMC? 190 00:07:22,485 --> 00:07:23,704 - I did. - Hmm. 191 00:07:23,747 --> 00:07:25,445 He was a real mentor to me. 192 00:07:25,488 --> 00:07:27,490 Well, you certainly made quite the impression. 193 00:07:27,534 --> 00:07:29,100 That's not easy to do. 194 00:07:29,144 --> 00:07:30,624 I'd be interested to hear 195 00:07:30,667 --> 00:07:32,756 what you learned about leadership from him. 196 00:07:32,800 --> 00:07:36,412 He was great, but I learned that I do it differently. 197 00:07:36,456 --> 00:07:37,457 How so? 198 00:07:38,806 --> 00:07:41,112 I was on call one night in the ER. 199 00:07:41,156 --> 00:07:43,854 Mass casualty event, all hands on deck. 200 00:07:43,898 --> 00:07:46,466 And one of the interns freezes. 201 00:07:46,509 --> 00:07:47,989 Now, my first thought was, 202 00:07:48,032 --> 00:07:50,382 "Moynihan would eviscerate this kid." 203 00:07:50,426 --> 00:07:52,776 But when I turned to do that, 204 00:07:52,820 --> 00:07:54,778 I heard a voice coming out of me 205 00:07:54,822 --> 00:07:57,868 that was calm and reassuring. 206 00:07:57,912 --> 00:08:01,219 Gave him clear instructions to get him reoriented. 207 00:08:01,263 --> 00:08:03,874 Next thing I know, he's coming out of it. 208 00:08:03,918 --> 00:08:05,789 That sounds like Dr. Hamda's style. 209 00:08:07,617 --> 00:08:09,532 Well, thank you for coming in. 210 00:08:09,576 --> 00:08:11,186 thanks for letting us take your time. 211 00:08:11,229 --> 00:08:13,275 - My pleasure. - Great meeting you, thank you. 212 00:08:13,318 --> 00:08:14,929 Likewise. Thank you. 213 00:08:14,972 --> 00:08:18,454 Hmm. We got plenty more but I like him. 214 00:08:18,498 --> 00:08:21,588 I don't know, that story seemed a bit rehearsed. 215 00:08:21,631 --> 00:08:24,329 Oh, I found it to be sincere. 216 00:08:28,159 --> 00:08:29,465 Hey, buddy. 217 00:08:29,509 --> 00:08:31,293 This is Dr. Walker, she is awesome, 218 00:08:31,336 --> 00:08:32,512 and she's here to help you. 219 00:08:32,555 --> 00:08:34,035 Hi, Walter. What you got there? 220 00:08:34,078 --> 00:08:35,471 It's the solar system. 221 00:08:35,515 --> 00:08:37,429 Oh, yeah. 222 00:08:37,473 --> 00:08:40,215 That is Saturn, Jupiter, the asteroid belt? 223 00:08:40,258 --> 00:08:41,869 The asteroid belt's the best. 224 00:08:41,912 --> 00:08:43,392 You made all this? 225 00:08:43,435 --> 00:08:44,872 Mrs. Thompson gave me the stickers. 226 00:08:44,915 --> 00:08:46,482 That's his group home supervisor. 227 00:08:47,527 --> 00:08:49,093 So you take this everywhere you go? 228 00:08:49,137 --> 00:08:50,791 I know they're supposed to go on the wall, 229 00:08:50,834 --> 00:08:53,402 but I move around so much, so I put them on this. 230 00:08:53,445 --> 00:08:54,882 So I can take my sky with me. 231 00:08:54,925 --> 00:08:56,797 I wanted to be an astronaut when I was your age. 232 00:08:56,840 --> 00:08:58,407 I even went to space camp. 233 00:08:58,450 --> 00:09:00,540 And I met Mae Jemison. 234 00:09:00,583 --> 00:09:02,063 Oh, the first Black woman in space. 235 00:09:02,106 --> 00:09:04,935 - No way. - You are full of surprises. 236 00:09:04,979 --> 00:09:07,111 Yeah, my dad got me into model rockets. 237 00:09:07,155 --> 00:09:10,114 We would make them, and then we launch them in the front yard. 238 00:09:12,160 --> 00:09:15,163 Mm. I'm really sorry you're in pain, Walter, 239 00:09:15,206 --> 00:09:16,468 and as soon as we-- Wait. 240 00:09:18,209 --> 00:09:19,776 Speak of the devil, it's your social worker. 241 00:09:19,820 --> 00:09:21,343 Just give me a sec. 242 00:09:22,562 --> 00:09:24,259 I've been calling you for hours, Cliff. 243 00:09:24,302 --> 00:09:26,783 We need your approval to give Walter his medication. 244 00:09:26,827 --> 00:09:28,611 So now you have it, okay? How is he? 245 00:09:28,655 --> 00:09:30,657 In pain, which is keeping him from walking, 246 00:09:30,700 --> 00:09:33,747 and he's really worried he'll miss the science fair. 247 00:09:33,790 --> 00:09:35,009 Science fair? 248 00:09:35,052 --> 00:09:36,663 He said it was next week. 249 00:09:36,706 --> 00:09:38,403 Oh, no, that's an adoption fair. 250 00:09:38,447 --> 00:09:40,971 Foster kids mix with prospective parents. 251 00:09:41,015 --> 00:09:42,190 Dog and pony show. 252 00:09:42,233 --> 00:09:43,931 Guess he was too embarrassed to admit that. 253 00:09:43,974 --> 00:09:47,108 All his medical issues, he's not a great candidate. 254 00:09:47,151 --> 00:09:50,546 He figures if he can walk, somebody might choose him. 255 00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:52,940 Well, I'm glad you're there with him, and you have my sign off. 256 00:09:52,983 --> 00:09:55,769 Okay. But this delay has already increased 257 00:09:55,812 --> 00:09:57,379 his risks of an escalation. 258 00:09:57,422 --> 00:09:59,294 I need to be able to get you promptly the next time 259 00:09:59,337 --> 00:10:00,948 a decision needs to be made. 260 00:10:00,991 --> 00:10:02,558 You know how this goes, Gina. 261 00:10:02,602 --> 00:10:05,343 I've got 40 other kids who require just as much as Walter. 262 00:10:05,387 --> 00:10:08,520 We're all pretty busy, Cliff. Just keep your ringer on. 263 00:10:12,481 --> 00:10:13,874 I'm so sorry, Dad. 264 00:10:13,917 --> 00:10:15,789 We were using protection. I don't know-- 265 00:10:15,832 --> 00:10:17,094 Sweetheart, these things happen. 266 00:10:17,138 --> 00:10:18,226 I love you. It's gonna be okay. 267 00:10:18,269 --> 00:10:19,662 Ryan's gonna be so freaked. 268 00:10:19,706 --> 00:10:21,533 Don't worry about Ryan. Okay? 269 00:10:21,577 --> 00:10:22,970 We'll talk to him when you're ready. 270 00:10:23,013 --> 00:10:24,580 What am I gonna do? 271 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:26,408 We'll figure it out together, okay? 272 00:10:26,451 --> 00:10:28,062 It's gonna be all right. 273 00:10:29,019 --> 00:10:30,368 Okay, Hayley. 274 00:10:30,412 --> 00:10:34,111 So typically, it's a corpus luteum cyst, 275 00:10:34,155 --> 00:10:35,809 which is a cyst on your ovary. 276 00:10:35,852 --> 00:10:38,289 It can cause pain in early pregnancy. 277 00:10:39,682 --> 00:10:40,770 Dr. Heller? 278 00:10:40,814 --> 00:10:42,380 Yeah, I see it. 279 00:10:42,424 --> 00:10:44,078 Is it the cyst? 280 00:10:44,121 --> 00:10:45,557 The embryo's implanted in the fallopian tubes. 281 00:10:45,601 --> 00:10:46,907 It's what we call an ectopic pregnancy. 282 00:10:46,950 --> 00:10:48,212 What does that mean? 283 00:10:48,256 --> 00:10:50,432 It means it's not viable. 284 00:10:50,475 --> 00:10:51,738 So I'm not having a baby? 285 00:10:51,781 --> 00:10:53,304 No. 286 00:10:53,348 --> 00:10:55,742 Oh, my God, thank you. 287 00:10:55,785 --> 00:10:58,788 The situation is more serious now, Hayley. 288 00:10:58,832 --> 00:11:00,355 Do you want us to bring in your mom? 289 00:11:00,398 --> 00:11:02,531 I don't want her to know. 290 00:11:02,574 --> 00:11:04,707 I have a responsibility to ask. 291 00:11:04,751 --> 00:11:07,405 Is there an abusive situation going on with your mother? 292 00:11:07,449 --> 00:11:09,625 - No. No. - It's nothing like that. 293 00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:11,148 She's just very judgmental. 294 00:11:11,192 --> 00:11:13,934 It's not what Hayley needs right now. 295 00:11:13,977 --> 00:11:15,283 Okay, so should we go over the options? 296 00:11:15,326 --> 00:11:17,285 Sure. Uh, I would recommend surgery. 297 00:11:17,328 --> 00:11:19,287 Without it, the embryo could rupture-- 298 00:11:19,330 --> 00:11:20,854 But rupture usually occurs 299 00:11:20,897 --> 00:11:22,638 when the pregnancy is further along, 300 00:11:22,682 --> 00:11:24,509 and surgery does pose its own risks. 301 00:11:24,553 --> 00:11:25,597 So you don't agree? 302 00:11:27,034 --> 00:11:29,123 Um, I mean, look. 303 00:11:29,166 --> 00:11:30,298 There's no guarantees either way, 304 00:11:30,341 --> 00:11:32,082 but I do think that with medication, 305 00:11:32,126 --> 00:11:33,997 we can monitor for what Dr. Larsen is concerned about. 306 00:11:34,041 --> 00:11:36,565 Well, then, why didn't you suggest that? 307 00:11:36,608 --> 00:11:38,436 Because if it were my daughter, 308 00:11:38,480 --> 00:11:41,178 I would want it dealt with as quickly and expeditiously as possible. 309 00:11:41,222 --> 00:11:42,702 And our surgeons are excellent. 310 00:11:42,745 --> 00:11:43,790 It's not black and white. 311 00:11:43,833 --> 00:11:45,705 It's a serious decision, 312 00:11:45,748 --> 00:11:48,664 which is why I think it's a mistake 313 00:11:48,708 --> 00:11:50,622 not to give your mom a chance-- 314 00:11:50,666 --> 00:11:53,538 Please. Don't pressure her when you don't know our family. 315 00:11:55,889 --> 00:11:57,804 Could you give us a few minutes so we can discuss it? 316 00:11:57,847 --> 00:11:59,283 Yeah, yeah, of course. 317 00:12:04,332 --> 00:12:05,725 Oh, hey, excuse me. 318 00:12:05,768 --> 00:12:07,770 What's going on with my daughter? 319 00:12:07,814 --> 00:12:11,774 Um, we're still getting some imaging and running some tests. 320 00:12:11,818 --> 00:12:13,689 Okay, this is starting to feel weird. 321 00:12:13,733 --> 00:12:14,951 Her father says he's going for coffee, 322 00:12:14,995 --> 00:12:16,605 now I haven't heard from him in over an hour. 323 00:12:16,648 --> 00:12:17,867 That's because he's in there with Hayley. 324 00:12:18,999 --> 00:12:20,522 Excuse me? 325 00:12:20,565 --> 00:12:22,350 She only wants to talk to him, and we have to respect that. 326 00:12:25,962 --> 00:12:27,311 He's turning her against me. 327 00:12:28,573 --> 00:12:30,140 And you're keeping me out of that room? 328 00:12:31,446 --> 00:12:32,708 What's wrong with her? 329 00:12:32,752 --> 00:12:35,015 Look, I'm... I'm sorry, 330 00:12:35,058 --> 00:12:36,930 and I know this is hard to hear, 331 00:12:36,973 --> 00:12:38,627 but legally we just can't disclose that right now. 332 00:12:38,670 --> 00:12:40,716 I can say that she's in good hands, 333 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:43,371 and her life is not in danger. 334 00:12:43,414 --> 00:12:45,460 Okay? We'll let you know more as soon as we can. 335 00:12:45,503 --> 00:12:48,637 I'm just worried about her. She's my whole life. 336 00:12:49,769 --> 00:12:50,857 Dr. Larsen? 337 00:12:53,816 --> 00:12:56,993 This is way beyond reproductive health now, Jake. 338 00:12:57,037 --> 00:12:58,473 No, it is not. 339 00:12:58,516 --> 00:13:01,128 This is a potentially life-threatening situation. 340 00:13:01,171 --> 00:13:02,956 It could rupture, she could die, 341 00:13:02,999 --> 00:13:04,261 and her mom wouldn't even know. 342 00:13:04,305 --> 00:13:06,002 Her condition started with sex, 343 00:13:06,046 --> 00:13:07,743 which means she retains those rights. 344 00:13:07,787 --> 00:13:09,876 Doesn't matter how you and me feel about it. 345 00:13:09,919 --> 00:13:11,486 End of story. 346 00:13:23,803 --> 00:13:25,152 So, um... 347 00:13:27,023 --> 00:13:29,634 I've been talking with Sanders 348 00:13:29,678 --> 00:13:33,987 about creating a pediatric cardiology unit at the hospital. 349 00:13:34,030 --> 00:13:36,598 Oh, when did that start? 350 00:13:36,641 --> 00:13:38,208 Couple months ago. 351 00:13:38,252 --> 00:13:42,343 I didn't think you'd want to engage unless it was real. 352 00:13:42,386 --> 00:13:44,867 Point is, it's something we'll be able to achieve. 353 00:13:44,911 --> 00:13:47,870 And it's gonna be amazing for the hospital, 354 00:13:47,914 --> 00:13:49,045 help a lot of families. 355 00:13:49,089 --> 00:13:50,481 That's great, then. 356 00:13:50,525 --> 00:13:52,353 Yeah, it's also making me rethink some things. 357 00:13:53,833 --> 00:13:55,095 What things? 358 00:13:57,097 --> 00:13:58,925 I want to get an MBA, 359 00:14:00,056 --> 00:14:01,884 and go into hospital administration. 360 00:14:01,928 --> 00:14:06,367 You're in line to run clinical medicine at St. Paul's. 361 00:14:06,410 --> 00:14:10,806 I know, but there are so many things in the system that need to be confronted. 362 00:14:10,850 --> 00:14:13,461 And you're gonna change them? 363 00:14:13,504 --> 00:14:14,854 I can do my part. 364 00:14:15,898 --> 00:14:18,292 And so few administrators 365 00:14:18,335 --> 00:14:20,555 have the depth of medical experience I have. 366 00:14:20,598 --> 00:14:22,818 I think you're doubting yourself as a physician 367 00:14:22,862 --> 00:14:24,646 because of what happened at the museum. 368 00:14:28,998 --> 00:14:31,044 I can't believe you just said that. 369 00:14:32,741 --> 00:14:35,135 I'm sorry if I'm wrong. 370 00:14:35,178 --> 00:14:36,310 You are. 371 00:14:37,746 --> 00:14:38,790 In every way. 372 00:14:45,580 --> 00:14:46,755 This is not the guy. 373 00:14:46,798 --> 00:14:48,409 We haven't even met him. 374 00:14:48,452 --> 00:14:50,324 CV reads like an academic, 375 00:14:50,367 --> 00:14:52,761 overemphasis on publishing, research. 376 00:14:52,804 --> 00:14:55,242 He's been awarded some highly coveted grants. 377 00:14:55,285 --> 00:14:57,505 There's very little experience in management, 378 00:14:57,548 --> 00:15:00,551 dealing with performance issues, staff conflicts. 379 00:15:00,595 --> 00:15:02,771 Questions we can ask him when we talk to him. 380 00:15:04,947 --> 00:15:06,253 Hey, Dr. Coleman. 381 00:15:06,296 --> 00:15:07,950 Sorry, I heard you wanted to see me. 382 00:15:07,994 --> 00:15:10,213 We're just about to conduct another interview. 383 00:15:10,257 --> 00:15:12,433 Do you mind coming back in an hour? 384 00:15:12,476 --> 00:15:14,435 Yeah, okay. Sure. 385 00:15:14,478 --> 00:15:16,002 Just tell him. 386 00:15:16,045 --> 00:15:20,702 I know, you wanna roll out the red carpet, but look at him. 387 00:15:20,745 --> 00:15:24,184 You were awarded the surgical residency you wanted. 388 00:15:24,227 --> 00:15:25,968 Are you... are you serious? 389 00:15:26,012 --> 00:15:27,752 I don't joke about surgery. 390 00:15:28,971 --> 00:15:30,364 Congratulations, TJ. 391 00:15:30,407 --> 00:15:31,974 Thank you. 392 00:15:33,715 --> 00:15:35,456 I can't thank you enough, Dr. Ridley. 393 00:15:35,499 --> 00:15:37,806 - It has truly been an honor. - Yeah. 394 00:15:37,849 --> 00:15:39,503 All right, yeah. Get outta here. 395 00:15:39,547 --> 00:15:42,158 I gotta find the ass that's gonna sit in this chair. 396 00:15:42,202 --> 00:15:43,681 Yes, ma'am. Yes, ma'am. 397 00:15:50,297 --> 00:15:52,516 - Hey. - Guess you can't sleep. 398 00:15:52,560 --> 00:15:54,083 Be easier if you were here. 399 00:15:54,127 --> 00:15:55,345 Don't I wish? 400 00:15:55,389 --> 00:15:58,131 Please, tell me you heard something. 401 00:15:58,174 --> 00:16:01,830 Not about the big jobs, but I got some good news. 402 00:16:01,873 --> 00:16:03,788 You're gonna be a surgeon. 403 00:16:03,832 --> 00:16:05,790 In, like, five years. 404 00:16:05,834 --> 00:16:09,969 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. How... how did she tell you? 405 00:16:10,012 --> 00:16:11,492 She just called me to her office. 406 00:16:11,535 --> 00:16:12,797 But before you panic, 407 00:16:12,841 --> 00:16:14,669 she has been in there all day with Dr. Hamda, 408 00:16:14,712 --> 00:16:16,062 interviewing people to succeed her. 409 00:16:16,105 --> 00:16:18,325 She squeezed me into, like, a 15-second slot, 410 00:16:18,368 --> 00:16:21,284 so I don't think she's getting to your gig until the end of the day. 411 00:16:21,328 --> 00:16:22,416 Well, whatever happens, 412 00:16:22,459 --> 00:16:24,244 we're gonna celebrate you tonight, 413 00:16:24,287 --> 00:16:26,986 and I'm not gonna think about Amy Larsen for the rest of the day. 414 00:16:27,029 --> 00:16:29,771 Somehow I doubt that, but nice try. 415 00:16:36,212 --> 00:16:37,779 And? 416 00:16:37,822 --> 00:16:39,737 I don't know. 417 00:16:39,781 --> 00:16:42,392 It's kind of hard to watch this parade of pretenders to your throne. 418 00:16:42,436 --> 00:16:45,439 'Twas a short reign, but a worthy one. I hope. 419 00:16:45,482 --> 00:16:46,614 Anyone you like yet? 420 00:16:46,657 --> 00:16:48,703 Oh for four thus far. 421 00:16:48,746 --> 00:16:50,444 I think he's getting finicky in his old age. 422 00:16:50,487 --> 00:16:53,012 I'm just trying to top Dr. Miller. 423 00:16:53,055 --> 00:16:56,580 Oh, please, just pick somebody I don't have a history with. 424 00:16:56,624 --> 00:16:58,104 I'm offended by that. 425 00:16:58,147 --> 00:17:00,019 Well, I'll be a little more docile 426 00:17:00,062 --> 00:17:01,324 if you name me Chief Resident. 427 00:17:01,368 --> 00:17:02,934 Cocky. 428 00:17:02,978 --> 00:17:04,197 Keep me out of this. 429 00:17:06,460 --> 00:17:07,852 I'm being summoned. 430 00:17:11,682 --> 00:17:14,511 So, Hayley and her father chose the medication route. 431 00:17:14,555 --> 00:17:16,122 I went ahead and moved them to a procedure room 432 00:17:16,165 --> 00:17:18,950 so we could avoid a confrontation with the mother. 433 00:17:18,994 --> 00:17:20,778 You're really going above and beyond. 434 00:17:20,822 --> 00:17:22,867 Just respecting our patient's wishes. 435 00:17:22,911 --> 00:17:24,739 Yeah, you keep saying that. 436 00:17:26,306 --> 00:17:27,785 Okay, what is that supposed to mean? 437 00:17:28,873 --> 00:17:30,614 Would you do this to Rachel? 438 00:17:30,658 --> 00:17:32,268 If you were in the same situation? 439 00:17:32,312 --> 00:17:34,705 If Mia asked me to, yeah. 440 00:17:34,749 --> 00:17:36,490 I guess you're really comfortable with secrets. 441 00:17:36,533 --> 00:17:38,405 Okay, come on. Is that what this is about? 442 00:17:38,448 --> 00:17:40,015 I don't know. 443 00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:42,844 I was surprised at how quickly you took the father's position 444 00:17:42,887 --> 00:17:44,846 without even trying to mediate. 445 00:17:44,889 --> 00:17:48,328 Listen, fathers and daughters are capable of having this kind of bond, okay? 446 00:17:48,371 --> 00:17:50,678 I know that might be triggering for you, but we have to listen-- 447 00:17:50,721 --> 00:17:51,983 That's... that's a low blow. 448 00:17:52,027 --> 00:17:54,029 What is this? What's going on here? 449 00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:56,075 You tell me. 450 00:17:56,118 --> 00:17:58,294 I don't like when you try and play by your own rules, 451 00:17:58,338 --> 00:18:00,296 but you just expect everyone else to go along. 452 00:18:00,340 --> 00:18:01,515 Oh, is that what I do? 453 00:18:01,558 --> 00:18:03,082 Sometimes, yeah. 454 00:18:03,125 --> 00:18:05,693 Good to know. 455 00:18:05,736 --> 00:18:08,174 Should we go see our patient in witness protection? 456 00:18:13,614 --> 00:18:16,660 Houston, we're approaching the moons of Mars. 457 00:18:16,704 --> 00:18:18,097 Phobos on my right. 458 00:18:19,446 --> 00:18:21,317 And Demos on your left. 459 00:18:21,361 --> 00:18:23,624 Dr. Walker. 460 00:18:23,667 --> 00:18:25,930 Aw, you feeling any better with the medications? 461 00:18:25,974 --> 00:18:28,759 Not yet. Feeling a little short of breath. 462 00:18:28,803 --> 00:18:31,066 I'll increase the dose of your pain meds, then. 463 00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:35,549 Meantime, I came by to give you... this. 464 00:18:35,592 --> 00:18:37,028 A rocket? 465 00:18:37,072 --> 00:18:38,421 You have to put it together. 466 00:18:40,945 --> 00:18:42,512 I know you have other patients, 467 00:18:42,556 --> 00:18:43,905 but would you by any chance 468 00:18:43,948 --> 00:18:45,254 have time to help me assemble it? 469 00:18:46,908 --> 00:18:48,475 I'd like nothing more. 470 00:18:50,738 --> 00:18:52,087 Your oxygen levels are holding. 471 00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:54,437 I just need to take a blood sample 472 00:18:54,481 --> 00:18:56,265 to make sure there's no internal bleeding. 473 00:18:57,310 --> 00:18:58,572 Internal bleeding? 474 00:18:58,615 --> 00:19:01,227 I warned you earlier about a potential rupture. 475 00:19:02,010 --> 00:19:03,229 And? 476 00:19:04,752 --> 00:19:05,883 Levels are a little low. 477 00:19:05,927 --> 00:19:07,624 So it's bad? 478 00:19:07,668 --> 00:19:08,930 No, you're not bleeding, 479 00:19:08,973 --> 00:19:11,150 but we need to continue to monitor. 480 00:19:11,193 --> 00:19:14,240 This is the unpredictability aspect I was concerned about. 481 00:19:21,812 --> 00:19:23,074 She keeps calling me. 482 00:19:24,337 --> 00:19:26,469 I know. I turned my phone off. 483 00:19:26,513 --> 00:19:29,385 You really think that's a fair way to handle this? 484 00:19:29,429 --> 00:19:30,647 Look, I don't know what else to do. 485 00:19:30,691 --> 00:19:31,909 I mean, you explained the situation to her. 486 00:19:31,953 --> 00:19:33,346 Sounds like she won't take no for an answer, 487 00:19:33,389 --> 00:19:34,564 which is part of her problem. 488 00:19:34,608 --> 00:19:36,131 Well, imagine what it's like to be her, 489 00:19:36,175 --> 00:19:38,133 and not know what's going on with her daughter. 490 00:19:39,917 --> 00:19:41,571 You're hiding my child from me? 491 00:19:41,615 --> 00:19:44,052 What procedure are you even doing? 492 00:19:44,095 --> 00:19:45,923 - I'm sorry, like we told you-- - This is insane. 493 00:19:45,967 --> 00:19:47,925 She's 16, she's my child. 494 00:19:47,969 --> 00:19:49,666 - How can you do this? - I'm pregnant. 495 00:19:49,710 --> 00:19:51,320 Okay? 496 00:19:51,364 --> 00:19:53,583 And it's stuck in my tube, and they have to get it out. 497 00:19:55,194 --> 00:19:57,674 Do you wanna tell me how irresponsible I am now? 498 00:19:57,718 --> 00:20:00,634 I'm sorry. Mrs. Sato, I told you, you're not permitted to be in here. 499 00:20:00,677 --> 00:20:03,158 Is that why you came early today? 500 00:20:03,202 --> 00:20:05,160 'Cause you were taking her to the doctor? 501 00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:06,596 Are you crazy? 502 00:20:06,640 --> 00:20:09,077 I didn't know until they told me. Neither did she. 503 00:20:09,120 --> 00:20:11,166 I'm sorry you had to find out this way. 504 00:20:15,170 --> 00:20:16,389 It's okay. 505 00:20:27,704 --> 00:20:29,619 It's like Russian Roulette in that office. 506 00:20:29,663 --> 00:20:31,142 Did she talk to you yet? 507 00:20:31,186 --> 00:20:33,406 Said I'm a schmuck, but too good a doctor to let go. 508 00:20:33,449 --> 00:20:36,017 It's one of the nicest things anybody's said about me. 509 00:20:36,060 --> 00:20:39,325 So you're just hanging out, watching the firing squad? - Yeah. 510 00:20:39,368 --> 00:20:41,370 Oh, jeez, another one bites the dust. 511 00:20:42,328 --> 00:20:43,981 Thank you. 512 00:20:45,461 --> 00:20:46,506 Nice working with y'all. 513 00:20:49,596 --> 00:20:51,250 - Oh, God. - Liz. 514 00:20:54,688 --> 00:20:55,819 - Deep breaths. - You're gonna be fine. 515 00:20:55,863 --> 00:20:57,473 You got this. 516 00:21:08,528 --> 00:21:10,747 - Hi. - Hi. 517 00:21:10,791 --> 00:21:13,750 - You look terrified. - I think everyone is. 518 00:21:13,794 --> 00:21:15,709 You're an excellent nurse, Liz. 519 00:21:15,752 --> 00:21:18,668 But you have a credibility problem. 520 00:21:19,843 --> 00:21:21,715 You don't know what I'm talking about? 521 00:21:21,758 --> 00:21:24,413 No, not exactly. 522 00:21:24,457 --> 00:21:27,329 Remember that incident with the faulty dose of lorazepam 523 00:21:27,373 --> 00:21:29,592 that Dr. Larsen supposedly prescribed? 524 00:21:29,636 --> 00:21:32,247 Oh, I've been through that with Dr. Hamda. 525 00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:34,336 Everyone knows that Hannah was manipulating me. 526 00:21:34,380 --> 00:21:38,122 Right. But it took some time for people to believe that 527 00:21:38,166 --> 00:21:40,473 because you lied for Dr. Miller 528 00:21:40,516 --> 00:21:42,997 when he tried to cover up the death of Bill Dixon. 529 00:21:43,040 --> 00:21:45,695 I don't need to remind you of the impact of that lie. 530 00:21:45,739 --> 00:21:47,044 But... but that was-- 531 00:21:47,088 --> 00:21:48,524 Not that long ago, Liz. 532 00:21:48,568 --> 00:21:50,787 And people will always remember it. 533 00:21:50,831 --> 00:21:52,963 That's the thing about your reputation, 534 00:21:53,007 --> 00:21:54,922 you only have one, and once you lose it, 535 00:21:54,965 --> 00:21:56,619 it's almost impossible to get it back. 536 00:21:59,666 --> 00:22:00,623 I understand. 537 00:22:01,755 --> 00:22:03,278 Question is, does it bother you? 538 00:22:04,323 --> 00:22:07,413 Yeah, of course it bothers me. 539 00:22:07,456 --> 00:22:08,805 And yet he's still here, 540 00:22:08,849 --> 00:22:11,678 a daily reminder of the damage he did to you. 541 00:22:11,721 --> 00:22:14,463 The hospital brought him back, knowing everything. 542 00:22:15,812 --> 00:22:17,727 What could I do at this point? 543 00:22:18,989 --> 00:22:19,990 Find your voice. 544 00:22:23,994 --> 00:22:25,344 Sixteen years. 545 00:22:25,387 --> 00:22:27,128 You're trying to make her hate me. 546 00:22:27,171 --> 00:22:29,522 It's that look on your face, you're always mad, always disappointed. 547 00:22:29,565 --> 00:22:30,827 She knows I'll leave her alone. 548 00:22:30,871 --> 00:22:32,220 Oh, yeah, you leave her alone. 549 00:22:32,263 --> 00:22:33,656 You've left her alone so much that she's pregnant. 550 00:22:33,700 --> 00:22:35,876 Right, of course you blame it all on me. 551 00:22:35,919 --> 00:22:38,487 She is having an adverse reaction to the methotrexate. 552 00:22:38,531 --> 00:22:40,228 She's in renal failure. 553 00:22:40,271 --> 00:22:41,708 Put her on dialysis. 554 00:22:41,751 --> 00:22:43,318 It's not gonna be that simple. 555 00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:46,626 I'm seeing some hemodynamic instability from the pregnancy. 556 00:22:46,669 --> 00:22:48,367 So, what do you want to do? 557 00:22:48,410 --> 00:22:50,847 CRRT and vasopressors. 558 00:22:50,891 --> 00:22:53,807 You're not concerned about cardiovascular collapse? 559 00:22:53,850 --> 00:22:57,550 Yeah, of course I am, but, um, surgery's a higher risk now. 560 00:22:57,593 --> 00:22:59,813 Well, that was exactly my point to begin with. 561 00:22:59,856 --> 00:23:02,032 I will go tell the parents. 562 00:23:02,076 --> 00:23:03,164 Yeah. 563 00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:08,604 Hayley's reacting negatively to the drugs. 564 00:23:08,648 --> 00:23:11,868 So we are gonna have to put her on a new course of treatment. 565 00:23:11,912 --> 00:23:14,175 Okay, is there some decision that needs to be made? 566 00:23:14,218 --> 00:23:16,133 Not anymore. That was this morning. 567 00:23:30,670 --> 00:23:32,411 Oh. 568 00:23:32,454 --> 00:23:33,629 Sonya, thanks for coming in. 569 00:23:33,673 --> 00:23:35,544 I know you were on call last night. 570 00:23:35,588 --> 00:23:38,982 Oh, no. I'm glad I'll have a chance to say goodbye, 571 00:23:39,026 --> 00:23:40,288 and to thank you. 572 00:23:40,331 --> 00:23:41,507 For what? 573 00:23:41,550 --> 00:23:43,465 For mentoring me, 574 00:23:43,509 --> 00:23:45,946 and for even considering me for Chief Resident. 575 00:23:45,989 --> 00:23:47,948 For the record, um... 576 00:23:47,991 --> 00:23:49,689 I understand why you brought your concerns 577 00:23:49,732 --> 00:23:51,691 about my health to Dr. Heller. 578 00:23:51,734 --> 00:23:53,736 You risked a great deal doing that. 579 00:23:53,780 --> 00:23:55,172 Most people would have looked the other way. 580 00:23:55,216 --> 00:23:57,218 Well, I appreciate you saying that. 581 00:23:57,261 --> 00:24:01,614 In any event, I wanted to give you one last chance 582 00:24:01,657 --> 00:24:04,355 to make your case for the coveted post. 583 00:24:07,881 --> 00:24:11,667 Well, I think I'm a very good doctor. 584 00:24:11,711 --> 00:24:14,714 I have compassion for my patients, 585 00:24:14,757 --> 00:24:16,455 I work well with my colleagues, 586 00:24:16,498 --> 00:24:18,587 I learn from my mistakes, 587 00:24:18,631 --> 00:24:21,503 and I think I can be a great teacher. 588 00:24:21,547 --> 00:24:23,418 And in terms of you and Dr. Larsen? 589 00:24:25,202 --> 00:24:27,596 I read the transcript of your interrogation 590 00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:29,772 during that internal review about Dr. Clark. 591 00:24:29,816 --> 00:24:31,252 Yes. 592 00:24:31,295 --> 00:24:33,559 You could have put your foot on Amy's neck that day. 593 00:24:33,602 --> 00:24:36,475 Matter of fact, you lied to protect her. 594 00:24:37,563 --> 00:24:38,868 Let's say I had my reasons. 595 00:24:38,912 --> 00:24:39,956 You respect her. 596 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:41,741 Everyone does. 597 00:24:41,784 --> 00:24:44,047 And if you were sitting in my chair, who would you choose? 598 00:24:44,091 --> 00:24:47,268 Well, that's kind of a trick question, right? 599 00:24:47,311 --> 00:24:50,227 To build my case, I'd have to disparage her. 600 00:24:50,271 --> 00:24:52,012 Which you fear is dangerous 601 00:24:52,055 --> 00:24:53,230 because of our long relationship? 602 00:24:55,406 --> 00:24:58,540 If I've earned it on my own merits, it'll be mine. 603 00:24:58,584 --> 00:24:59,889 If not, 604 00:24:59,933 --> 00:25:02,718 I'm sure she'd make an excellent Chief Resident, 605 00:25:02,762 --> 00:25:05,286 and you'll make the best decision for the department. 606 00:25:07,810 --> 00:25:11,510 My last patient took so long. How we doing? 607 00:25:11,553 --> 00:25:13,512 I'm good. 608 00:25:13,555 --> 00:25:15,252 You finished it without me. 609 00:25:16,863 --> 00:25:19,343 Can we... launch it now? - 610 00:25:19,387 --> 00:25:22,869 Um, we need to get your breathing under control first. 611 00:25:22,912 --> 00:25:25,045 How long's this been going on for? 612 00:25:25,088 --> 00:25:27,134 Maybe 20 minutes. 613 00:25:27,177 --> 00:25:29,353 Why didn't you call someone? 614 00:25:29,397 --> 00:25:31,791 Got that buzzer there, you know that, right? 615 00:25:31,834 --> 00:25:33,749 I figured they got machines, 616 00:25:33,793 --> 00:25:35,142 they could just see what's going on. 617 00:25:35,185 --> 00:25:37,013 Why don't you hit that button now? 618 00:25:39,494 --> 00:25:41,322 Okay. Take a deep breath for me. 619 00:25:42,453 --> 00:25:43,542 It hurts. 620 00:25:45,282 --> 00:25:46,849 Sharp or dull pain? 621 00:25:46,893 --> 00:25:48,547 I would say sharp. 622 00:25:50,113 --> 00:25:52,333 Okay. Take a really deep breath for me now. 623 00:25:52,376 --> 00:25:53,813 It hurts even more. 624 00:25:53,856 --> 00:25:56,598 Okay. Believe it or not, that's good news. 625 00:25:56,642 --> 00:25:58,687 It means the fluid's around your lungs 626 00:25:58,731 --> 00:26:00,428 and not in your lungs. 627 00:26:00,471 --> 00:26:02,343 Pleural effusion. We need to tap. 628 00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:06,608 Just gonna put a little oxygen mask on you, okay? 629 00:26:10,220 --> 00:26:11,918 It's Cliff, leave a message. 630 00:26:11,961 --> 00:26:13,484 Cliff, it's Gina. 631 00:26:13,528 --> 00:26:15,922 Walter's in distress, and we need your sign-off again. 632 00:26:15,965 --> 00:26:19,142 Call me back, please? Now. 633 00:26:19,186 --> 00:26:20,491 God knows when we'll hear back. 634 00:26:20,535 --> 00:26:21,754 We can't afford to wait. 635 00:26:21,797 --> 00:26:25,453 Get it set up. I'll take the responsibility. 636 00:26:32,808 --> 00:26:34,723 It's my understanding that you were in the running 637 00:26:34,767 --> 00:26:36,856 to become Chief of Internal Medicine at St. Paul's 638 00:26:36,899 --> 00:26:38,074 six years ago. 639 00:26:38,118 --> 00:26:40,381 I was, then had a change of heart. 640 00:26:40,424 --> 00:26:43,297 So, an MBA, then Chief Administrator at Regency Clinic, 641 00:26:43,340 --> 00:26:46,213 two years VP of Clinical Medicine at Grace River. 642 00:26:46,256 --> 00:26:48,258 They were headed for bankruptcy. 643 00:26:48,302 --> 00:26:50,260 He turned that place around. 644 00:26:50,304 --> 00:26:52,088 The thing I'm most proud of 645 00:26:52,132 --> 00:26:53,568 is our patient satisfaction scores. 646 00:26:53,612 --> 00:26:55,265 The open access outpatient system 647 00:26:55,309 --> 00:26:56,789 had a lot to do with that. 648 00:26:56,832 --> 00:26:58,704 Most institutions resist that. 649 00:26:58,747 --> 00:27:00,793 How'd you get it past their board? 650 00:27:00,836 --> 00:27:03,317 Passion and persistence. 651 00:27:03,360 --> 00:27:06,102 And you still kept your hand in clinical practice. 652 00:27:06,146 --> 00:27:07,713 I'm in the clinic at least once a week. 653 00:27:07,756 --> 00:27:09,976 I'm a better administrator 654 00:27:10,019 --> 00:27:12,152 if I stay connected to the medicine and our staff. 655 00:27:12,195 --> 00:27:14,023 Admirable. 656 00:27:14,067 --> 00:27:16,330 But you realize that we're too big a hospital to accommodate that. 657 00:27:16,373 --> 00:27:18,245 I do, and I'll miss it, 658 00:27:18,288 --> 00:27:20,421 but it would be worth it 659 00:27:20,464 --> 00:27:22,466 to have the kind of impact I'm looking for. 660 00:27:22,510 --> 00:27:25,121 Thank you so much for coming in. 661 00:27:25,165 --> 00:27:26,601 Thank you, Dr. Ridley. 662 00:27:33,695 --> 00:27:35,697 Okay, what's wrong with this one? 663 00:27:35,741 --> 00:27:38,047 Nothing. He's great. 664 00:27:38,091 --> 00:27:39,527 Come on, Michael. 665 00:27:39,570 --> 00:27:40,920 This is starting to feel like Goldilocks. 666 00:27:40,963 --> 00:27:42,704 What is it? Spit it out. 667 00:27:42,748 --> 00:27:44,358 You're gonna think I'm crazy. 668 00:27:44,401 --> 00:27:46,882 Crazy is probably the last word 669 00:27:46,926 --> 00:27:48,754 anyone would use to describe you. 670 00:27:48,797 --> 00:27:49,972 I think maybe... 671 00:27:52,366 --> 00:27:55,108 I'm the best person for that chair. 672 00:27:58,720 --> 00:27:59,765 You? 673 00:27:59,808 --> 00:28:01,288 Yes. 674 00:28:03,246 --> 00:28:07,686 So, you saved those two people in the woods, 675 00:28:07,729 --> 00:28:10,906 and got a taste of the action again... 676 00:28:10,950 --> 00:28:13,430 I miss getting my hands dirty. 677 00:28:13,474 --> 00:28:15,911 And the camaraderie with the other doctors, 678 00:28:15,955 --> 00:28:18,218 and everything I went to med school for in the first place. 679 00:28:18,261 --> 00:28:19,610 And, oh, boy, wouldn't it be nice 680 00:28:19,654 --> 00:28:21,961 to get away from Max and those insipid suits. 681 00:28:22,004 --> 00:28:23,049 Definitely. 682 00:28:23,092 --> 00:28:24,746 Plus you'd be even closer to Amy. 683 00:28:24,790 --> 00:28:27,053 That has nothing to do with it. - No? 684 00:28:27,096 --> 00:28:30,709 I love her, but she's not taking me back anytime soon. 685 00:28:30,752 --> 00:28:33,537 So no, that's not a bonus. It's probably a downside. 686 00:28:35,235 --> 00:28:36,932 Okay. 687 00:28:36,976 --> 00:28:39,848 Now, tell me why you think it'd be good for the department. 688 00:28:39,892 --> 00:28:41,937 Well, for starters, I'm an excellent doctor. 689 00:28:41,981 --> 00:28:43,460 Who hasn't practiced in a year. 690 00:28:43,504 --> 00:28:46,202 Ten months. And I've maintained my board certification, 691 00:28:46,246 --> 00:28:47,551 so rust would not be a factor. 692 00:28:47,595 --> 00:28:49,249 And no one who could sit in that seat 693 00:28:49,292 --> 00:28:51,730 would have my administrative experience and leadership skills. 694 00:28:51,773 --> 00:28:53,601 And you left out that you could hit the ground running, 695 00:28:53,644 --> 00:28:55,342 'cause you know all the players 696 00:28:55,385 --> 00:28:57,474 and help stabilize a department that's had a lot of turbulence. 697 00:28:57,518 --> 00:28:59,302 Well, it sounds like you could support this. 698 00:28:59,346 --> 00:29:01,000 Only one thing. 699 00:29:01,043 --> 00:29:02,479 You started this by saying 700 00:29:02,523 --> 00:29:04,220 you think you could be the best person for the job. 701 00:29:04,264 --> 00:29:06,266 If you're going to walk in Max's office 702 00:29:06,309 --> 00:29:09,008 with my endorsement, 703 00:29:09,051 --> 00:29:10,444 you better know you are. 704 00:29:12,098 --> 00:29:14,796 Okay, Walter. So, Dr. Coleman's gonna stick that needle 705 00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:16,580 into the space between your chest and your lung 706 00:29:16,624 --> 00:29:18,408 to relieve the pressure there. 707 00:29:18,452 --> 00:29:21,368 Now, you should be numb from the medication we gave you, 708 00:29:21,411 --> 00:29:25,154 but if you feel any pressure, or more out of breath, 709 00:29:25,198 --> 00:29:27,461 then you just let us know, all right? 710 00:29:37,253 --> 00:29:38,428 Does it hurt? 711 00:29:38,472 --> 00:29:39,734 No. 712 00:29:39,778 --> 00:29:42,476 Good, that's because you're numb, like I said. 713 00:29:42,519 --> 00:29:44,521 So just try to relax, all right? 714 00:29:56,272 --> 00:29:58,927 Why does it look like milk? Is that okay? 715 00:30:02,278 --> 00:30:05,281 The counselor you sent him with left him alone in the ER, 716 00:30:05,325 --> 00:30:07,022 said he had something else to do. 717 00:30:07,066 --> 00:30:08,719 Well, he thought that the social worker 718 00:30:08,763 --> 00:30:09,851 was gonna be there any minute, 719 00:30:09,895 --> 00:30:11,374 and we have eight kids with the flu. 720 00:30:11,418 --> 00:30:13,115 So he hustled back. 721 00:30:13,159 --> 00:30:14,856 Well, the social worker didn't come, and was never even called. 722 00:30:14,900 --> 00:30:16,510 And I reprimanded him. 723 00:30:16,553 --> 00:30:19,165 But he's got a GED and he's getting paid 12 bucks an hour. 724 00:30:19,208 --> 00:30:20,949 And you know what? I'm lucky to have him. 725 00:30:20,993 --> 00:30:23,038 He's one of the best people on my staff. 726 00:30:23,082 --> 00:30:26,302 I just looked at his medical file, going all the way back. 727 00:30:26,346 --> 00:30:27,869 Delayed decisions on his care 728 00:30:27,913 --> 00:30:29,958 have been hurting him a long time. 729 00:30:30,002 --> 00:30:31,830 You don't have to tell me the system's broken. 730 00:30:33,266 --> 00:30:35,094 He seems like such a great kid. 731 00:30:35,137 --> 00:30:36,704 Oh, he's exceptional. 732 00:30:36,747 --> 00:30:41,056 I mean, we had his IQ tested, he was over 130. 733 00:30:41,100 --> 00:30:43,842 Kind, never complains. 734 00:30:43,885 --> 00:30:46,235 So much to give to the world. 735 00:30:46,279 --> 00:30:48,324 And he's falling through the cracks. 736 00:30:54,983 --> 00:30:56,942 Vitals are stable. 737 00:30:56,985 --> 00:30:59,161 Looks like this is starting to work. 738 00:30:59,205 --> 00:31:00,728 Starting? 739 00:31:00,771 --> 00:31:03,296 It'll be a couple more hours until we've cleared the toxins 740 00:31:03,339 --> 00:31:04,950 and we can see for sure 741 00:31:04,993 --> 00:31:06,647 that your kidney function's normalizing. 742 00:31:06,690 --> 00:31:07,953 And what if it's not? 743 00:31:07,996 --> 00:31:09,389 Then we'll figure it out. 744 00:31:09,432 --> 00:31:13,784 Obviously, this isn't how any of us wanted it, 745 00:31:15,351 --> 00:31:17,919 and I know you've had a very difficult day. 746 00:31:17,963 --> 00:31:20,226 Probably should have told my mom from the beginning. 747 00:31:21,662 --> 00:31:23,229 You know, 748 00:31:23,272 --> 00:31:26,275 my daughter was closer to her father for a long time. 749 00:31:26,319 --> 00:31:28,538 And I brought that on myself. 750 00:31:28,582 --> 00:31:31,498 But the thing that I am grateful for 751 00:31:31,541 --> 00:31:34,544 is that she... she let me know why, 752 00:31:34,588 --> 00:31:36,329 and she gave me a chance to fix it. 753 00:31:36,372 --> 00:31:38,331 You don't know my mother. 754 00:31:38,374 --> 00:31:42,161 No, but hospitals have a way of humbling people. 755 00:31:42,204 --> 00:31:44,467 And I'm pretty sure 756 00:31:44,511 --> 00:31:47,035 your message to her was loud and clear. 757 00:31:47,079 --> 00:31:49,516 So maybe this is a place to start. 758 00:31:53,694 --> 00:31:57,263 I don't know how it all got to this. 759 00:31:57,306 --> 00:32:00,919 I think that winning became the most important thing. 760 00:32:00,962 --> 00:32:02,572 Instead of what was best for Hayley. 761 00:32:04,052 --> 00:32:06,533 - It's not as simple as that. - Come on, man. 762 00:32:06,576 --> 00:32:08,361 You gonna tell me a part of you wasn't feeling pretty good 763 00:32:08,404 --> 00:32:10,015 about being the chosen parent today. 764 00:32:10,058 --> 00:32:11,799 Look, I get it, I'm a divorced dad. 765 00:32:11,842 --> 00:32:12,931 I know how things can be. 766 00:32:12,974 --> 00:32:14,149 Then why didn't you push? 767 00:32:14,193 --> 00:32:15,455 The way Dr. Larsen did? 768 00:32:16,760 --> 00:32:18,414 I mean, I wouldn't want some doctor 769 00:32:18,458 --> 00:32:20,025 who barely knows my daughter doing that. 770 00:32:20,068 --> 00:32:23,028 But listen, I do think, that for Hayley's sake, 771 00:32:23,071 --> 00:32:26,031 you gotta try and repair things with your ex. 772 00:32:26,074 --> 00:32:27,597 Look, man. 773 00:32:27,641 --> 00:32:31,210 You're gonna have birthdays, and graduations, and weddings, 774 00:32:31,253 --> 00:32:33,516 hopefully some grandkids, 775 00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:35,779 and you're gonna need to co-exist. 776 00:32:35,823 --> 00:32:39,522 Maybe even find a way to share some of the joy. 777 00:32:39,566 --> 00:32:42,612 Hey, did I miss something? I was in the restroom. 778 00:32:42,656 --> 00:32:44,397 She is turning a corner. 779 00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,053 But she's still gonna need a lot of support. 780 00:32:49,315 --> 00:32:50,272 Thank you. 781 00:33:05,809 --> 00:33:07,681 I've been offered the CMO job. 782 00:33:07,724 --> 00:33:09,248 - Here? - Yes. 783 00:33:09,291 --> 00:33:10,510 I work here. 784 00:33:10,553 --> 00:33:11,946 This... this is mine. 785 00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:15,080 They pursued me, and this is a huge opportunity. 786 00:33:15,123 --> 00:33:17,299 There are a hundred other jobs, Michael. 787 00:33:17,343 --> 00:33:18,779 Not in Minneapolis. 788 00:33:18,822 --> 00:33:21,869 Only other openings at this level are in St. Louis, 789 00:33:21,912 --> 00:33:23,305 New York and Rhode Island. 790 00:33:23,349 --> 00:33:25,307 And I'm not missing Katie's senior year, 791 00:33:25,351 --> 00:33:26,743 or moving her to one of those places. 792 00:33:26,787 --> 00:33:28,789 What about the conflict of interest? 793 00:33:28,832 --> 00:33:31,009 There is no conflict of interest. 794 00:33:31,052 --> 00:33:32,358 I'm gonna be your boss. 795 00:33:36,405 --> 00:33:38,451 Ready to crown a winner? 796 00:33:40,714 --> 00:33:42,716 The candidates are all impressive. 797 00:33:42,759 --> 00:33:45,284 Um, speaking with them 798 00:33:45,327 --> 00:33:47,590 solidified my opinion of what, 799 00:33:47,634 --> 00:33:50,028 and who, is needed. 800 00:33:50,071 --> 00:33:51,855 Okay. 801 00:33:51,899 --> 00:33:54,336 I know how much you want to replace me. 802 00:33:54,380 --> 00:33:56,947 But I have three years left on my contract, 803 00:33:56,991 --> 00:34:00,908 so let me run Internal Medicine. 804 00:34:02,518 --> 00:34:04,085 Are you kidding me? 805 00:34:04,129 --> 00:34:05,913 You get to fill my position 806 00:34:05,956 --> 00:34:07,480 with someone who's more of a yes man, 807 00:34:07,523 --> 00:34:09,047 I think that's what you want. 808 00:34:09,090 --> 00:34:10,744 And you're willing to take the pay cut? 809 00:34:10,787 --> 00:34:12,702 Money's not the primary factor for me. 810 00:34:12,746 --> 00:34:14,443 But I do need Joan's contract terms. 811 00:34:14,487 --> 00:34:16,967 Ah, the ones you gave away to someone 812 00:34:17,011 --> 00:34:18,926 who should never have had the job. 813 00:34:18,969 --> 00:34:20,362 I've been here long enough 814 00:34:20,406 --> 00:34:22,060 to know where a lot of bodies are buried. 815 00:34:22,103 --> 00:34:24,410 I have a similar map. 816 00:34:24,453 --> 00:34:26,281 Let's go to our separate corners. 817 00:34:26,325 --> 00:34:29,371 You raise money and worry about the hospital's image, 818 00:34:29,415 --> 00:34:31,634 I'll go save patients 819 00:34:31,678 --> 00:34:33,071 and train great doctors 820 00:34:33,114 --> 00:34:34,594 in a culture people can believe in. 821 00:34:34,637 --> 00:34:35,856 Back to your roots, huh? 822 00:34:37,423 --> 00:34:38,685 I guess you could say that. 823 00:34:56,006 --> 00:34:58,835 I know you have some pretty strong feelings about me. 824 00:34:58,879 --> 00:35:00,315 I just wanted to tell you 825 00:35:00,359 --> 00:35:02,535 how much I've always respected you. 826 00:35:02,578 --> 00:35:04,928 And I'm very sorry you're leaving, 827 00:35:04,972 --> 00:35:06,843 especially under these circumstances. 828 00:35:07,975 --> 00:35:09,150 You're right. 829 00:35:09,194 --> 00:35:10,934 I do have strong feelings about you. 830 00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:26,689 I need you to say 831 00:35:26,733 --> 00:35:31,781 Dr. Larsen prescribed the wrong medication. 832 00:35:40,790 --> 00:35:42,444 Am I okay? 833 00:35:42,488 --> 00:35:45,273 You're stabilized, but we still need to do a few more tests. 834 00:35:45,317 --> 00:35:47,362 So I'm not gonna make it to the science fair? 835 00:35:47,406 --> 00:35:49,147 I really wanted to bring my rocket. 836 00:35:50,583 --> 00:35:52,280 I'm really sorry, Walter. 837 00:35:52,324 --> 00:35:55,283 But you're gonna need at least a few days to recover. 838 00:35:56,589 --> 00:35:58,678 But I really need to get there. 839 00:35:58,721 --> 00:36:00,288 I know you feel like you do. 840 00:36:00,332 --> 00:36:02,725 But there will be other chances. 841 00:36:02,769 --> 00:36:05,424 And Mrs. Thompson came by 842 00:36:05,467 --> 00:36:07,426 and left some of your clothes for you. 843 00:36:07,469 --> 00:36:11,343 Wanted you to know how much everyone misses you. 844 00:36:13,127 --> 00:36:16,478 I know you had to make the decision about my treatment. 845 00:36:16,522 --> 00:36:18,654 'Cause you couldn't find anyone else to do it. 846 00:36:18,698 --> 00:36:20,961 That's okay, I'm a doctor. 847 00:36:21,004 --> 00:36:23,442 But you could've gotten in trouble. Right? 848 00:36:23,485 --> 00:36:26,271 Well, I wasn't gonna let you suffer anymore. 849 00:36:28,882 --> 00:36:30,710 So what happens next time? 850 00:36:30,753 --> 00:36:32,364 If I don't get as nice a doctor? 851 00:36:33,452 --> 00:36:35,018 I don't know, Walter. 852 00:36:35,062 --> 00:36:37,107 But we'll figure it out. 853 00:36:37,151 --> 00:36:38,718 Okay? 854 00:36:49,511 --> 00:36:51,513 I'm glad to see they're in a better place. 855 00:36:53,298 --> 00:36:55,082 I didn't like how that went today. 856 00:36:56,823 --> 00:36:59,086 Yeah. Yeah, no, me neither. 857 00:37:00,522 --> 00:37:03,177 We both said things. 858 00:37:03,221 --> 00:37:07,007 You've been different since you came back from Chicago. 859 00:37:07,050 --> 00:37:09,879 You've changed since this whole thing with Rachel. 860 00:37:11,490 --> 00:37:13,100 Seriously? 861 00:37:13,143 --> 00:37:14,667 Are you saying you haven't? 862 00:37:15,972 --> 00:37:17,235 I think when you need time 863 00:37:17,278 --> 00:37:18,540 to work out things with Michael, 864 00:37:18,584 --> 00:37:19,846 I just, I accept it. 865 00:37:19,889 --> 00:37:21,108 But when the shoe's on the other foot-- 866 00:37:21,151 --> 00:37:22,414 When the shoe's on the other foot, 867 00:37:22,457 --> 00:37:23,763 you have a hard time telling me the truth. 868 00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:27,462 And then you expect me to accept that. 869 00:37:33,076 --> 00:37:34,687 I think we might need some space tonight. 870 00:37:34,730 --> 00:37:37,124 Yeah. We do. 871 00:37:49,876 --> 00:37:53,619 So you're really going for the suspense thing, huh? 872 00:37:53,662 --> 00:37:56,274 First order of business is my successor. 873 00:37:56,317 --> 00:37:57,449 You found someone already? 874 00:37:57,492 --> 00:37:58,711 It's going to be Michael. 875 00:38:00,843 --> 00:38:05,587 I know the whole thing in the woods really galvanized him, 876 00:38:05,631 --> 00:38:07,676 but I wasn't expecting this. 877 00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:09,112 It's a lot more than the woods, 878 00:38:09,156 --> 00:38:11,637 and I think it'll be stabilizing for the department. 879 00:38:12,986 --> 00:38:14,379 Yeah. 880 00:38:14,422 --> 00:38:15,858 Yeah, he's amazing. 881 00:38:15,902 --> 00:38:18,513 I mean, when I... when I came out of my accident, 882 00:38:18,557 --> 00:38:20,428 I was surprised 883 00:38:20,472 --> 00:38:22,474 that he'd given it up in the first place. 884 00:38:22,517 --> 00:38:24,258 He rediscovered his calling. 885 00:38:24,302 --> 00:38:26,956 Okay, well, maybe it'll be fun 886 00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:29,350 having two chiefs in the family. 887 00:38:29,394 --> 00:38:31,309 Uh, I wouldn't... 888 00:38:31,352 --> 00:38:34,050 wouldn't jump the gun there, kiddo. 889 00:38:34,094 --> 00:38:36,052 - What are you talking about? - I'm... 890 00:38:37,619 --> 00:38:40,840 I'm concerned that you grabbed for the Chief Residency 891 00:38:40,883 --> 00:38:42,276 because you hate being an intern 892 00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:43,886 and it's the next highest rung on the ladder. 893 00:38:43,930 --> 00:38:47,325 So, you'd give it to somebody not as good as me? 894 00:38:47,368 --> 00:38:48,848 No, I'd give it to someone 895 00:38:48,891 --> 00:38:50,937 who understands the immensity of the responsibility. 896 00:38:50,980 --> 00:38:53,722 I understand the responsibility, Joan. 897 00:38:53,766 --> 00:38:56,725 So you want to teach, and mentor, and train, 898 00:38:56,769 --> 00:39:00,294 and tolerate people of inferior intelligence and acumen? 899 00:39:00,338 --> 00:39:02,122 I don't think of them that way. 900 00:39:02,165 --> 00:39:03,166 No? 901 00:39:08,258 --> 00:39:10,391 I think you might actually be good at it. 902 00:39:10,435 --> 00:39:14,003 I saw glimpses of it with TJ and Hannah from time to time, 903 00:39:14,047 --> 00:39:16,136 but it can't just be people you're fond of. 904 00:39:16,179 --> 00:39:18,660 Oh, I wasn't that fond of Hannah. 905 00:39:18,704 --> 00:39:20,532 Don't be clever, Amy. 906 00:39:22,272 --> 00:39:25,754 This is an inflection point, so I need you to hear me. 907 00:39:25,798 --> 00:39:28,061 You've been focused on what you think you need, 908 00:39:28,104 --> 00:39:30,672 whether it's Michael or Jake, or being a good doctor, 909 00:39:30,716 --> 00:39:31,891 or finding your memories. 910 00:39:31,934 --> 00:39:33,371 I got news for you, 911 00:39:33,414 --> 00:39:35,895 most people are a complete mystery to themselves, 912 00:39:35,938 --> 00:39:37,462 even when they have all their memories. 913 00:39:43,903 --> 00:39:45,295 Why did you become a doctor? 914 00:39:45,339 --> 00:39:47,341 To help people. 915 00:39:47,385 --> 00:39:48,647 Of course. 916 00:39:48,690 --> 00:39:50,953 But also... 917 00:39:50,997 --> 00:39:54,174 also to validate your sense of worth in the world, 918 00:39:54,217 --> 00:39:57,612 and I know how those two things can get tangled up. 919 00:39:57,656 --> 00:40:00,180 I just did that to myself, 920 00:40:00,223 --> 00:40:02,269 so, know I say this with humility. 921 00:40:02,312 --> 00:40:05,446 It is time for you to put your own needs to the side, 922 00:40:05,490 --> 00:40:07,317 to use your greatness, 923 00:40:07,361 --> 00:40:09,145 to pull the greatness out of others, 924 00:40:09,189 --> 00:40:10,799 including Sonya. 925 00:40:10,843 --> 00:40:13,715 I don't understand. 926 00:40:13,759 --> 00:40:19,591 I... I looked back at the hiring notes on her, 927 00:40:19,634 --> 00:40:23,333 and you were the one that fought for her. 928 00:40:23,377 --> 00:40:25,727 You said she has grit and resilience, 929 00:40:25,771 --> 00:40:26,989 and she got back up 930 00:40:27,033 --> 00:40:28,426 every time you knocked her down. 931 00:40:28,469 --> 00:40:30,558 Now, that's the kind of gal 932 00:40:30,602 --> 00:40:32,734 I want leading the next generation. 933 00:40:32,778 --> 00:40:35,041 - Great. - And apparently, you did too. 934 00:40:35,084 --> 00:40:38,523 How am I supposed to teach her if I'm two rungs below her? 935 00:40:38,566 --> 00:40:40,394 You won't be, 'cause you'll be doing it together. 936 00:40:40,438 --> 00:40:41,743 Co-chiefs? 937 00:40:41,787 --> 00:40:43,745 It'll make you better. 938 00:40:43,789 --> 00:40:45,486 In all the ways that really matter. 939 00:40:45,530 --> 00:40:47,532 Because the question is, 940 00:40:47,575 --> 00:40:50,796 what are you going to do with the rest of your life? 941 00:40:50,839 --> 00:40:53,146 Self-development? Self-fulfilment? 942 00:40:53,189 --> 00:40:55,104 Or service to others? 943 00:40:58,499 --> 00:41:00,327 But I won't push it forward 944 00:41:00,370 --> 00:41:03,112 unless you tell me you can see the wisdom in it. 945 00:41:04,418 --> 00:41:05,941 And I gotta believe you. 946 00:41:14,384 --> 00:41:15,516 Come here. 947 00:41:19,520 --> 00:41:21,696 I'm gonna miss you so much. 948 00:41:31,271 --> 00:41:32,272 Well? 949 00:41:34,622 --> 00:41:36,189 We're sharing it. 950 00:41:37,973 --> 00:41:39,453 Didn't see that coming. 951 00:41:39,497 --> 00:41:41,150 Neither did I. 952 00:41:41,194 --> 00:41:42,674 Did you guys kiss and make up? 953 00:41:42,717 --> 00:41:46,982 We texted, very polite. 954 00:41:47,026 --> 00:41:48,593 I guess we'll just see what tomorrow brings. 955 00:41:48,636 --> 00:41:51,770 Well, two of my favorite people. 956 00:41:53,206 --> 00:41:54,686 Let's go celebrate you. 957 00:41:54,729 --> 00:41:56,644 We are celebrating both of us, 958 00:41:56,688 --> 00:41:58,951 because I am taking you dancing. 959 00:41:58,994 --> 00:42:01,127 Dancing? What about your cane? 960 00:42:01,170 --> 00:42:02,389 What cane? 961 00:42:03,651 --> 00:42:05,174 What ca-- 962 00:42:05,218 --> 00:42:06,436 What cane? 963 00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:07,960 - What cane? - What cane? 964 00:42:08,003 --> 00:42:09,570 What cane? 965 00:42:09,614 --> 00:42:11,616 - My goodness. Okay. - Yeah, it's gonna be fun. 966 00:42:18,187 --> 00:42:19,537 Ah. 967 00:42:20,712 --> 00:42:24,454 All the I's dotted, and the T's are crossed. 968 00:42:24,498 --> 00:42:26,544 I'm really glad I gave you the farm on your deal. 969 00:42:26,587 --> 00:42:28,720 I played you like a fiddle. 970 00:42:28,763 --> 00:42:30,417 How'd Amy take her news? 971 00:42:31,853 --> 00:42:34,073 She saw the merits of my idea. 972 00:42:35,422 --> 00:42:37,511 It'll be your job to keep her honest. 973 00:42:37,555 --> 00:42:40,079 - How'd she feel about that? - You? 974 00:42:40,122 --> 00:42:41,646 You, she loves. 975 00:42:48,914 --> 00:42:51,220 There's the chair. Try it. 976 00:42:53,440 --> 00:42:54,615 It's still yours. 977 00:42:56,661 --> 00:42:57,879 I'll sit tomorrow. 978 00:43:01,491 --> 00:43:02,971 To whatever comes next.